the day i felt lifeless

the day i felt lifeless..

nevertheless losing the game , i rather demanded why questions to myself..

there's nothing change although we felt regret..

there's no different although we were utterly unsatisfied..

there's useless to speak , to say , to tell anthing about the game..

but ...

it's a game that i shall never ever forget about it..

* 27/7 *

the day i lost two challenging occasion..

1st, it's my english test paper...

i was to be failed to get higher marks as i was to be silly at this day..

2cd, it's about the game..

today, i have felt dejectedly since the forth period...

i coudn't imagine how worse i am..

and also at about the period of 7 & 8.. i have my english test result..

once again in low-spirit condition

meanwhile...the fickle weather is raining like cats and dogs ,

is a sign of god that today is to be lose...

before readying to go on the court and start the game,

my leg sprained as a result of jumping too high while playing basketball (xD)

thank goodness is..the class 5 s xiao vs 6 s xiao has delayed the time ..

hence , i am able to recover my strength..

well, the volleyball competition begins..

where's zhi wei ( one of my teammates) ?

he is buying a soft-drinking from canteen

such a flippant attitude is a kind of a symbol of loser.

next, i am in anxious and fear mood at the very eve of the game...

i lose my point from each to each..

however , i was to be no more fear at that moment and challenge against the opponent after a couple of minutes

xian bing ,zhi wei , hong yan was lost his way on serving and digging back the ball

while, xue zheng is too nervous on playing the game..

and the referee blowing whistle is too fast and bad for us..

in spite of being in losing conditional , we never give up hopes on winning back..

eventually for the 1st period we lost..22 vs 25..

it's such a terribly looks..

for the 2cd period,

i demand a win on myself, I'm fear to lose ...

thus, i do appreciate of the lucky that i possess..

relying on xue zheng service ball and our good defencive play with a lucky circumstances

a win from 25-12 has been existed..

3rd period-the most dominant period ..

the most breathtaking and exciting moment .

I'm quite good at the very beginning ,

however, i lost my heart suddenly...

broken heart into broken hopes.

time pass from second to second as the points from opponents goes on from 6 to 13

just because of me

we lost without a word.........................................................


after the game and the test ...consider as two most vexation thing in this year..

i angry...furious against my innocent aunt..

just hearing the song on the way home

being speechless and frustrating thought came out in my mind without a doubt.

reach home.

and i , however, went to the Taman and throwing a bottle

having a pumping 100 times..

and back to home ,

call xue zheng for apologizing...

and his answer was to relieve my regretful thought.

then , i sms with yi xue...apologized for joking

after all , writing blog...

i , however, devoutly hope that

we shall have more lesson on the road to the victory~

ten days

19/7

i lost myself even i won the match..

有“因为”就有“所以”，

要不是“因为”我早都赢了，

但若不是“所以”我也许已经输了。

深奥吧？

那就不要尝试去理解它 xD

birthday 2011

流水不因石而阻，友情不因远而疏;

水因受阻而出声，人因挫折而成熟。

月亮不因圆而美，我因月亮而思念，

夜因繁星而美丽，生命因你而精彩。

十五岁

有好多感言啊。。

今天才意识到我15岁了，好大啊xD

在回家的路上，想起了12岁的我，今年却是15岁了，

好像在梦里过生活，

如今终于醒了。

没有了您的陪伴，时间似乎永远停留在12岁的我，

如今思想已成熟的我，不再像以往那般固执，调皮等。。

妈咪，我想念您了！

另外，非常感谢众多死党！！

一句生日快乐，好高兴啊～

一份礼物的出现，心里顿时拥有无限的感激

一张生日卡，让我意识到我十五岁了～

一份蛋糕，很久没吃了！！

...to xH & sY : challenging all the trial is my fond, that's why i'm here

...to sM , yT, xZ, zW, jY , zW : thx for the surprise..^^

...to bkb tmates: i'm kind of weak , really want to be much much stronger now..
今年的希望：fight till the end !!

7月2日make a change of my entire life

越野赛跑

~even my leg sprained painfully, my sweat flowed drastically,

we sat intimacy together in the velvety grass

sitting next to you seems to be no exhausted anymore

your satin-smooth face glistened at the serene beauty

intoxicating at the ambience of idyllically happy~

felt exultant and low-spirits like ebb and flow ...in this day...

no matter how, i lose my fortitude, i lose my game

i lose my promise, i lose my heart~

however, i was to be a happy boy as long as i enjoy the battle~

i was to be exultant as i was chatting with the only you~

i was to be no regret as your adorable mirth suffusing all the stuffy air~

i was to be smile as you sms with me in the sunbathing hot day.

i was to be etched in this day memory , moment

i marvelled your flawless, impeccable and perfect heart

highly gratitude of your presence

who

...given me a power of love...

to

make a change of my entire life !!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PtcnC0aJVsU