bye 2010, hello 2011

bye 2010, hello 2011

disgusting !..
how dare it could be like this, i don't even feel like that!
could it be real? yes..the answer of today..Merry Christmas which brought by the day..25/12/10
and means that--wish you a merry Christmas and a happy new year..

well, my face lits up once again when i saw a meaningful Christmas gift which is an umbrella, it's totally unexpected that i have the Christmas's gift especially is the umbrella.
well, we're all liable to have it !

and maybe, someone will ask..what is the meaning of 25/12..
exactly, for the child ,maybe they will answer it is a indispensable day which can have a present from a Santa clause...

an also, an inevitable holiday in some country which usually celebrates also have some fun...that
means for 25/12...

or even we have some thought like...well, this day25/12 is for some delicious melt which is exorbitantly expenses..and excessive food like some of the chicken roster or even the whisky..like storing about 20 years ago...

moreover , some of us may think that this is a convocation which include a lot of affable friend that we may bless them...or said 'merry Christmas'... and nowadays, it have some awesome movie on television too, it's quite expensive if i buy them too much...

having some show on the stage...which looks so amazing or awesome...those are celebration...
but it's mean that25/12 is just for fun by celebration~?or even countdown the time...like 5 4 3 2 1..and say merry Christmas?

eventually, i think 25/12 is a joyful day which our lord gives us ...
we do appreciated by celebrated the day...
we don't ever know that Jesus feels happy or not about that...
but one thing for sure, today, 25/12 is Jesus born day...

and it's a critical or essential time for us to have this happy in this day...
why~i think because Jesus wish to do so.
although we receive some tacky present...but we should be pleasure about it because i deeply feel so excited on this day!

in the precisely morning... i woke up at about 8.15 and have some washed on that disarray clothes which i wore about few days ago(cuz it's raining heavily)
but this day..was quite good and well...

and tomorrow i will leave this place which mean i 'm form3 now...
after going to the church and have some present, we're going out to the kbmall and buy some clothes..today.. we just spend about 100 to have 2 clothes for my brother and 1 pant for me..
initially, i look stunning with that body glove bag... and now have a pant...haha..even the wallet...

after a lapse of 30 minutes, we're moving to go to some shop which only purchase girl's clothes...
previously, we went to tumpat and in the journey, i have some sleep in the car...about 1 hour later, i wake up and it has arrived the place, we park at someplace and have a look on the scenes
i have obvious have four leg snake...or a reptile..(dont know what the animal exactly is)...and took some photo under the sun shines in order to have some memorise...
well, they said... it has been changed a lot at there...it's about 20 years later's amending...

even the small untidy house which i don't know how to described...it's completely old...

about 3 to 5pm..i went to some shop which only purchase girl's clothes..
well, i was waiting at there with patiently by thinking the gift --umbrella and have a quick look on surrounded things which i ever meet before even seem like an expert who always investigate the natural things...

them went back home, wacthing 3 idiot...and chating with brother...and merry christmas and happy new year !!

well, bye 2010 and welcome 2011

Merry Christmas~
i said this to one friend..
and she replies me.. you too..x'mas
indeed, she said 'where's my Christmas' present...'
i was an ineffable shocking till speechless.. that time.. cuz..it's the 1st time i heard this answer!!
haha~

feels good~ need to leave this place for the third year..next day
sound goods ... next year will have some effort need to pay.
otherwise it's not suitable or really good for me... to have so much playing time on this holiday..even having some 'community' with some bugs~
well, as usual , they are tiny frog, ant which is small but have a quick movement and always be co-operation ,some worn from the pots and the land..even the fireflies~!

this is the 1st time i met fireflies..with my both eyes in the realistic life!..fantastic
this is totally feels like i can dance.. yup , i wish to do so!!

well, seeing the time goes through easily, my thought has been lasted in the place where i could saw the beautiful firecracker with a lot of pattern in the broad cloud ... wa..how's romance..at that time.. haha with the star that usually companied the moon at the sky ! indeed the attractive firecracker on the sky , it is completely amazing, incredible imagination...

eventually, it's the time for me to have some sleeped on that smooth pillow,
good night and merry christmas to everyone !!

holiday's life

i was quite adamant that next year will be my year afresh

in spite of thinking they are not aloof from me ,is better for me to be more affable.although I'm appalled at the test paper, I'm not averse to have a lot, cause i need to be more ample assertive on the my studying subject . even though I'm an avid or appetite at basketball or sports ,but is awkward to me to have such a awful even atrocious result if i don't have study well and study smart.

i was comprehensive bemused at some question of the subject like Malay, Sejarah..etc, because it is hard to memorise them..especially when i was at the last minute of studying.. but it was quite breathtaking if i study well in the examination and get the flying colour result.

i intend to have a splendid result rather than an astute move on the sport.. meanwhile, i need a lot of comprehensive concentrate at the dull and tedious book. otherwise, the future will look bleak.

i don't want to be downright fool in the class afresh
i should be composed at all ..but it is conceivable for me to have the outstanding result ? it is about 11 consecutive crucial months for conducive studying..?
even sometime, i looks curious or strange in weird of having 5 minutes plan in studying.
this is totally daunting question to me.
well, i defiant to hear what others say. those malicious hearsay or rumour is totally spiteful!
but could i remain completely detach and objective or even impartial ?
no one knows the answer except our lord.

however, sometime feel dejected , depress or disconsolate.. what should i do?
unbiased them?
i think the only way to find out is to knock down all the hostile..so there's no atrocious consequences.

definitely,i need to discreet in the condition of disillusioning with studying or even disinclined or grudgingly and become a idle student.

i seem to be expend excessive time on playing with eagerly this holiday...
and about the vacation ,i was quite fraught to become more feeble as i thought. therefore, i have a lot of changing.

The fickle weather gives be a chance to see about 180 degree rainbow in the broad cloud,
i have studied my 3 different language in a fleeting time or can consider as good or acceptable consequence.

i have tidy up 3 over 4 of the entire house by watering the plants,
cut it out the spider's web,

cleaning the floor even catching some bugs and the tiny frog .

in addition, the white ants have been cleared twice by me .

playing the dart at home. Indeed,having some newspaper behind the board in order to protect the curtain from being spoiled.

sometime, i have a window shopping with my erstwhile friend which event is playing bowling or have a practicing or can describe as learning on pool .. with my fellows~ ~having a cup of delighted 'milk pearl tea ' in the shopping complex.

one day, i have been invited to play badminton with my erstwhile friend near the JKR office there.. it is totally ineffable place which was seem like the competition court that airless ..and hefty place that i thought.absolutely, i was the first at there but no one saw around , wait until about 1.15 my friend only arrived.. then after others also..,in fact, the process of being wait in vain is totally dull and nasty,nothing could say except next time i would be late haha~

well, the fortnight had been wasted in watching those comedy movie that conjured up or evoked a pleasant time for me , also the movie of a little of tears drop that quivering our heart which almost let my tears trickled down from my eye. moreover, the dearboys showed was a basketball's life content which inspired me a lot not to forsake easily. indeed, i ought to see the 3 idiot movie which was about the education and career upon studying logic ,fearless at anything and inspired us to choose our own interested things which could compulsory known as our speciality for the future career.

well, the movie 3 idiot is about 5 main characters that include wangdo who is known as rancho get the 1st in the result with his logical mind and capable of being a scientist with 400 pattern that (silencer) described.well, the second of the character is the silencer(nickname) who is a bookworm with memorise stuff that able to comprehensive memorise all book or a statement without thinking and realizing what he is doing and having the second in the class, he is quite amusing ..who have given a speech about 'the degree of releasing the smelling from buttocks' without realizing what he said .. that rancho and farhan 'played' him. well the third is farhan who is interested in taking photo much more than be an engineering..well, as usual, the wangdo have finally succeeded in convinced him to be a photographer with the terms of confessing to spirited PIA ,the forth of main character who is a beautiful doctor that Wangdo likes~ and to the end, the last one is Raju who lives in nearest 50 century house with one postman that is groggy and feeble father and his old mother who don't buy her new clothes near 5 consecutive years ,as far as here, his sister who has not married to the others just because the lack of money that they need a car as a fund (Indian traditional ritual), he feels depress and scare or fear that he can't passes through the examination so he had loosed his confidence and wear some bracelet on his hand . once his commit suicide because the 'virus'nickname of principal has asked him to choose about his friend rancho to leave the school or himself....as same as farhan, he commits to wangdo that he wont fear anymore and throws away all his ring if wangdo confesses to PIA...

well this is about the described in 3 idiot..
by the way, i had seen the newspaper yesterday . suddenly, i felt interesting on the movie which known as 'the social network' with the best director,character...etc, i was quite keen to see it as soon as possible .

16/12

今天

在一个稀少风的环境下，我去打羽毛球。
回家后，很累，要读书都已经睡觉了。

回想起来，这种感觉还真棒，而且现在也很少有这钟的感觉和经历了。

晚上片刻，我把一个拼好的图给拆散了。
是因为想要把饼图放在另一个更好的地方吧。
希望“它”能了解。

最近。。我对猫(别人家的）有兴趣。。第一次摸它的身体。
因为以前曾经对猫有敏感，所以不太喜欢接近或是接触它吧。

~happy holiday~

...if i have a chance or a choice
i want to tell you a answer.
which is~
you are right~ i was wrong .

我去了教堂～

看见了一些很有意思的话～

纸上告诉我说～如果我承认我做错了ABC的选择

我还会有第二个机会。

for me, i think is the only chance i have.

the twice opportunity, i will grasp it ..

just for this time..

~happy holiday~

明年～再接再励

今天,我很funny~

一下子生气，后开心～

最近，我在书上不小心看见这句话～

觉得很有意思～“放下幸福，追求快乐"

我觉得蛮有意思的～

而且，追求无限的快乐，总比伤心更加好。

另外，学校有一些老师即将离开～

在这里～想说声:“谢谢老师，幸苦您了”

哇.。。。。很假是吧？

我说不出口，但我心里是这样想的～哈哈

不过，珍重再见。

一天天的过去，还记得today is a good day~。。

我想问明天呢？

可能是我太。。心急了。

前个假期～我去到了1U，

认识了一些从来不去的地方～

叫台球的～保龄球的～

第一次在那里玩～

而且还学会或掌握了特定的技巧噢～

当时的感觉真棒～～

快要假期了～舍不得吵闹的气氛，

不过，拿到总平均之前～我要希望是进步的成绩～^^

明年～再接再励

miracle

a hilarious story is happening to me ...

last night..

one guy..was waking me up..when i was very exhausted..

i feel upset and furious against with the guy..

i got something to ask but...there is no a voice out of my mouth..

very speechless night ...

now a day...i keep seeing the movie...the funny and wonderful story...

its has a lot of style and content in the show...

my feel likes...there's always have a invisible miracle..although we fell down once again..

it won't show..itself unless we knew where the miracle is.

~~looking like an idiot ..boy who is in love with two kids' mother..

and have 'trouble' with those kid...

at the end..the boy is succeed... and they have what they want...~~

not only this...also 'the animation like price of tennis....' it always tells me an invisible miracle is always by my side...

when I'm thinking back...

i realise what is happening on myself..

~i should never forsake my hope..even though that's a lot of frustration in my daily life~the hope is on tomorrow...and the invisible miracle is always by your side....

remember ?

7天假期

这个假期。。

很难得的，只有我一人独自在家里。

除了在电脑面前、游泳池里面、床上、电视前、等，

还有什么特别的活动吗？

无聊时一个借口。。

我还有很多梦想没完成，

这个7天的假日是否可让我完成呢？

期待着。。

雨水开始从天空往下流。。

时间开始从手表里一个个的飘过

而我，却在这不知道该做什么的假期里经过。

那么。。如同去年的假日。。去度过今年的假期。

哈哈地过了一年

~I SWEAR~

I see the questions in Ur eyes.我看见你眼中闪烁着疑问

I know what's weighing on Ur mind.也听见你心中的忐忑不安

U can B sure I know my part.你可以安心,我很清楚我的脚本

'Cause I'll stand beside U through the years.在往后共渡的岁月里

U'll only cry those happy tears.你只会因为喜悦而流泪

And though I'd make mistakes.即使我偶尔会犯错

I'll never break Ur heart.也不会让你心碎

～这首歌满好听～

而这个心情也不错

考试完毕了～又是一段长假

之后就是2011年。。

回想起，

对于各位而言。。初一还是初二较好呢？

when you believe

～水火相融～

一系列不可能的事情～却有奇迹的照片～

有一位人士～

在不久后有个决定要离开家乡到远处去

我十分感到失望～

不过我会支持哪位人士～

话说回来，

我是去到远处的一个过来人。

第一个星期会不好受。

我到了3月的某天才变回正常的我

如果一个人得离开

会有一段的思念。

而被人离开的人会很渴望那人的奇迹出现。

即使是一天的1个小时

也足以满足了。

那么我想信～那个奇迹。。

when you believe的一首歌是我“回目”的答案^.^

放。心。去。吧 heart 78.

怎么说～

最近一直发生了很多事情。。

甲-哭了。。

乙-伤心了

丙-希望你痊愈



。。快要考试了。。

但最近很没有MOOD

不知道是不是因为我的朋友都很sad。。

而近来，常听说到一句。。

哇。。我要close我的blog了～～（当发现了其他人的blog）



是真的吗？

如果是真的，那么我早应该关上了～

写一个全新的部落格

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。



而最让我感动的是。。。我看到了。。什么叫成长～

甲-虽然很伤心，但是。。几天后就没事了。

乙-虽然很抱歉～但现在让“它”消失吧

丙-去找医生把～当天吓死我了～不要让我留下一辈子的遗憾啊～～～



即使再怎么不开心～最后还得开心

即使心里再怎么坚强～也会有脆弱的一刻～

不要让自己留下遗憾～

不要让清白的自己沾上了污点～

不要让自己受委屈，即使有人想要陷害你。

不要让自己伤心流泪～即使无能为力。

哈哈～之前的伤心已经化为了今天的开心+担心

这可是我。。几个星期的思想～



而面对只剩下两个月今年的我，

回去老家～一定要做自己喜欢做的事了～

而今年也许让我留下唯一的遗憾，

可能会成为我进步很多的一个空间。



好了～人们常说:当快到终点时候，集中力就会逐渐散失，

也许，我该说：当快到终点的时候，脑子里都是一片空当的。

（体育比赛时的我）

无聊的把它放在考试里用～

努力时忘了时间～

而玩耍时且被时间所限制～(考试加油)

哈哈。

那么如果有空～
我想要放弃这个心让它去吧
从新找个自己的记忆，自己的梦想～。

或许，我暂时不会那么做，因为我只想把不开心的事情，写在另外一个blog而已吧～

而只把无聊、开心等的写在这里。。

七彩云南

一个星期的假期很短暂～

去到了七彩云南中国之地

玩的很开心。之后，就回到了马大

第一天

抵达了飞机场后。.

我去到了昆明～

认识了昆明的导游～小陈 。

当地的女生叫阿诗玛，男的叫阿黑哥。。

之后我去到了石林。

很多天然的石灰岩就在左手边。
还有一些卡斯特的石灰岩噢～

第二天～

去到了九乡～第一次划水

还看到了美丽的桥。。等等

一言难尽。。亲自体验就知道了^^。。

山中的神田～

雌雄双瀑

之后去到了七彩云南～～ 吃过桥米线^^

第三天～

非常壮观的叫大观～噢。。

昆明

绿色～好壮观啊

心静自然凉^^
美丽的湖泊噢

过后咱们便前往大理……美丽的女生叫金华…帅哥叫阿鹏哥
在6.30分时我还呕吐了一些。。。因为消化不良。。路途高上弯曲而且还坏了些。

大理的景观^^

让后便去了

风----穿过之间的是谁的风 ？

花----砸紫嫣红的是谁的国度 ？

雪----水清洁玉的是谁的世界？

月----月光镀在谁的身体上 ？

“风花雪月”5星际的饭店。。 ^^

也是大理的美噢～

三国鼎立花^^哈哈开玩笑的 。

这是在酒店的。。去钻一钻^^

第四天。。大理

天龙八部

天龙八部 大理古城.

还有一系列的精彩演出。。

然后便去了这个景点

不容易爬上去。。

很蓝吧^^比天还蓝~

过程中遇见了彩虹^^...

..因为下雨了^^

第五天~丽江

一个现实的精彩“电影”

然后，便去了。。
天柱擎天之地 。

东巴谷

玉水寨

难得的一起啊～小猫

哈哈.

在丽江古城。。

雪上~看见了

玉龙雪上

第六天～

前往香格里拉的过程遇见了

当地的少数民族主要是藏族
还学了一句话。。zaxide le~~意思是吉祥如意。

虎跳峡～长江。。

一个去香格里拉的过程～

a very beutiful place。。

the sky is so blue and means~peaceful

haha

第七天～time to say Goodbye

返回昆明的滇池～

who knows..we can stay still one day
because the flight has been delayed...haha
so ..we get another flight to 新疆～乌鲁木齐

天山～一个在飞机飞的过程中看见的

还有沙漠

噢……

the last day~on my trip is to airport haha
and i see alot of star in sky again..execpt moon

有种依依不舍的感觉从内心散发出来

再见了～美丽的七彩云南，美丽的中国^^

heart' feeling..

the day i'm alone..but i'm not lonely

in this...moment..

being happy is my wish

and when i need you now ...u always be right my side..

i feel very comfort and can feel that words"you are not alone"...

enjoying the "songs" that are everywhere around us..

eventually...when the rains flow down...i hope to see rainbow again^^

..

dont know why..

either exam's marks or something...in my heart..is so worry about..

i dont know why

maybe he is correct..

i should be more concentrating around me

or i can say..

maybe..my wonder is totally hostile..

unless...i want some rest or sleep till i wake up again

....................................................

although sleeping is useless..

and the problem couldn't be solve in my mind

all the muffled voice is around my heart..

maybe i should aware of this....previously..

i should stop thinking..cause ..it's fatigues for me....

maybe is a little hard and astonished challenge which emerged in our life....^^

eventually...hope that happy holiday...and national day.^^

next time~~i want to be more happy and vivid in my daily life^^

only time

今天早上8.40分左右，看见了彩虹。。今年第一次
之后。。就没有了..

who can say

where the road goes

where the day flows

only time

and who can say

if yur love grows

as your heart chose

only time

who can say

why your heart sigs

as your love flies

only time

and who can say
why your heart cries
when your love lies
only time

who can say

when the roads meet

that loce might be

in your heart

and who can say

when the day sleeps

if the night keep

all your heart

night keeps all you heart

i get feel very incredulous in this week
dont know why...today i just saw a rainbow in the sky
and i dont want to be more worry...or hesitate even vexation..
Those annoying things make me feel really want to give up and say goodbye.....
from that moment...i assure myself not to be more impulsive about the inappropriate feels to myself again..

anyhow..my sound has drifted to whisper and disappear once more again..untill i have woke up^^

彩虹的直觉

心中的感觉在脑力来来回回
我用了几秒钟想出你的样子
奇迹出现，我看见天空中的彩虹。
哪怕一秒，我也不会放弃这希望。
跑完整圈，也无法将我的希望毁灭
冀望再出现美丽的彩虹～

直觉能够告诉我答案（考试的时候。。。）
所以希望这次的直觉是没有错的。。。
不过我也不会忘记，那个直觉告诉我彩虹的地方^^

珍惜眼前人

。。。回忆的画面。。。 …………最近又有考试，在考试前，我听说过一件事情

在离开时候，心开始沉重…………我有一个很好的朋友，考试时/前失去了一个

你说把这些放弃会有更远的路……最爱她的人。永远的分离让我为她感到难过。

又何必去改变现在，已走过的路……也许人生就是如此，转瞬间，某人会到另一

你用你的心意，让我离开此地…………个地方，而我也许是最担心的那一位。

或许另一个时候，我们会相遇…………我感到幸福因为我还有家人的陪伴，我不

只让我们怀念，这一个的美好…………想失去，但他们剩下的时间又还有多少呢

飘落后才发现 这幸福的回忆。…………我啊。。每天在累积记忆啊～珍惜眼前人

~~~要我怎么办~~~ ………………………… ~~~要我怎么办~~~

冷血动物

近来，我感到有点沉闷，而想起这段时间，我与a交谈得较多。。
然而认为a比较多心事。。但想起a的心事。。我还真是冷血动物呢。。

冷血动物的唯一定义。。
随着周围的温度改变而变化。。
而我却是随着周围的气氛改变，而自行变化。。

我不明白为什么我独自能撑到现在。。
已经两年了。。

在2010年，有更多的事情是我不明白的。。
为什么b会那么地诚实。。我想学b，但诚实会带来心理上的伤害。
而我每次问b东西时，b都似乎伤害了我。。但b从不晓得

现实。。太现实了。。一些人。b也是。。c也是
不与我说，但我能猜得出。。好讨厌这样的生活啊...
我不想再写了。。我此刻却只想逃避。。

此后。。我不想再写了。。当我在此写的时候。。我应该已经能够变成一个适应环境的“冷血动物”了。。就像a所说的。。
假如有1%的机会。。我可预测未来。。
那么我想我会与a，c再次同班。。
至于b，我只能说也许我不想再次相信这样现实的人物了。
也许我办不到。。但我会尽量^.^

运动会

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
依然只看到一个特别的。。叫“开心”
我败了。。但我不难过。。因为我开心。。
我输了。。但我不失落。。因为我感觉开心。。
让我看见了何谓“开心”就像小时候的开心。。
如今开心。。只是短暂的吗？

过后的几天

我意识到了。。什么叫沉默。

也许前些日子都没有体会到，但现在体会到了。

也许沉默的瞬间，不是不开心，而是冷静地，静思着一些事情。

但，

那些事情几乎最后都没有答案。

也许那叫无聊吧。

我

不想

再成为

现在的我了。

希望有一个人能把我从沉默中叫醒了。。

预言的成真

。。。前几天。。。

要求自己不要抱怨。。

不要再难过。。

不要再伤心。。

不要再失落。。

不要再放弃。。

不要再后悔。。

不要再遗憾。。

不要再轻松。。

。。。。。。。开始后。。。。。。。。


依然只看到一个特别的。。叫“开心”

我败了。。但我不难过。。因为我开心。。

我输了。。但我不失落。。因为我感觉开心。。

我开心，因为我知道我来到了我预言的成真。

开学后的5天内

今天。。星期四。。
让我回想起。。假期前的星期四了^^
难忘的回忆a....

不过，
今天有人说我很开心。。不过。。笑容有时候不能代表真心。。但今天能代表吧。。
不过为什么我又会开心呢？不知道是我的答案。

。。。开学后的第三天。。。星期三。

我遇见了一个人。。好像在8秒中经过了。。走了。。她的背影，笑容。。让我回想了以往的思想。
但是我想放弃。。也许她只是我的梦。。短暂的梦。。
醒了之后。。就再也不想去思念了。^^

运动会。。只能期待它的到来。

假期中的事情

今天，是开学的前一天。

回想起在这个假期中。。我做了什么。。
无聊地做了实验^^蜘蛛vs蚂蚁+水+筷子

结果蚂蚁胜利。。因为蜘蛛怕了水。。我用筷子救了蚂蚁。
但在这之前，，蜘蛛已经咬了蚂蚁一口^^
只能说大难不死必有后福^^

第二个
回家乡的时候。。亲自抓鱼了^^而且是在真的河边。。
有很多微生物+纸杯+石子等，还有马来人的协助^^。。下次再来拍照吧。

我也看见了。。鱼儿（回到了KL）产卵的一刻。。。难得一见。
不过。。不晓得鱼的孩子游去了哪里。。^^

。。。。。。。。。。。。

假期前的事情••

我最想说的却是 。。谢谢。。

无论我再怎么想要爬高。。。也会。。跌倒的。。

而那一刻。。谢谢你的双手。。助了我一把。。

也许不在外表。。但却在心中。。

说实的。。我也不晓得为什么会告诉你。。那一大堆。。。的。。
不过。。也罢了。。时间还会过去。。
而那一段时间。。或许我已经将那一刻记在心中了。。

我不打算要“望”更高山地，但我想“跑”在更远的路地。。以达到最高的“高峰” ^.^
无论如何，谢谢你。。

感觉

很久。。很久。。没有再到那个地方了。。
不晓得会是怎样的一个变化？
今天，我发现一个重要的教训。。
不在那地方，但感觉却在那个地方。
我发现了决心能够征服未来，迈向光阳，走入“无比的全新世界”

我想。。
放下那个地方，尽管我办不到，但我希望那一天的到来。
感觉是奇迹的发现，我感觉很自由，不在乎，但谁能看透真的我呢？
也许在我情绪极其低落的时刻，我露出了一个笑容，但不从我心开始。
感觉也许是虚幻的，但却是实际的现象。

无论到何处，只要还有感觉，我就能感觉要决心的一刻。
而那个地方。。是每个人的原点，而那个原点，
看似很远，但能感觉。。是谁的亲近，只在感觉。
无论走到何处，地方在我心中是不会改变的，
世界上没有永久的地方，
但有永久的一刻。。只在感觉^^

感觉是什么东西？
是一个知道但摸不到的“电脑软体”
也许它有分永久/短暂，
但我应该是有永久，有短暂的人。
永久—友谊的存在。。。。。。
短暂—伤心的时候。。。。。。

不过。。
到现在的世界。。
谁会有感觉我的感觉呢？

战场（2010）

战场（2010）

适者生存是基本的道理。

但就在我没有"子弹"的时候，这些朋友助我一把。

“在怡保处，有一个快乐的女生。”
“安静但又时不失吵闹的人物。”
“风水赢了这片大地绿光。”
“晓得宣言的重要性”。
“我会读这个文字。”
“快乐的一颗星。”
“这铅球很重。”

上述一共是7人。。

“奏凯歌在这文武的世界响了起来。”

“沉静稳重的一片汉人之地。。”

“军人的民主社会制度。”

“豪杰中的美丽文字。”

“一家人幸福健康。”

“好好利用时间。”

“宋朝的接客。”

“红色燕子。”

上述共是8人。

无论是在情绪，时光。。。

他们都似乎在我左右，陪伴我度过任何的一个角落。。

也许在一个寂静的战场上，子弹不是最终要的，

一把把枪也不是，

而最重要的是团体的精神，队友的协助，情绪的稳定。。

自由题（3）

----我踏实稳重地把脚烙印在熙来攘往的人行道上，鞋尖如鱼得水般在积水的马路上游移，勾起了一粒粒水珠向前飞溅。圆圆滚滚的水珠有如童话故事里的魔镜水晶珠。望着一粒粒晶莹剔透的水晶球，我仿佛看见过去的时光。。

----一切就像作日发生的一样。。看见他们时，好像是第二天的早晨，但实际的时间却已过了6个月。。

----开心的一起长大。。开心的一起学习。。当时只有“开心”可形容。再忙也会开心。因为经过的日子。。无论到何处。。仿佛天上的云朵都是他们的脸孔。。陪伴在我的心中。。让我不感到寂寞。。

----我怀念了。。想起过去。。打篮球的日子。。真的很开心。。即便今夕不能像以往一样在“舞台”上发挥，但却是个很好的经历，很棒的时光啊。。。与他们在一起打篮球的时光，好像是上课一般。。一起练习（作业）。。一起比赛（考试）。。直到最后。。。

----听见他们的声音。。千变万化的声音围绕在我心灵中。。时时刻刻惦记着。

不过。。时光的路程。。

天上的云，还真的是仪态万千，变化多端，他们有的像羽毛，轻轻地漂浮在空中；有的像鱼鳞，一片片整整齐齐的排列着，仿佛在欢迎我们的到来。而向他们说声再见。

而这些“他们”就是我的朋友。。

自由题（2）

在最黑暗的地方里。。没有灯光。。没有光亮。。只有星星。

。可能。。奇迹真是奇迹。。来得惊喜。。去得惊讶。。每次都一样。.感觉上看见她的影子逐渐远离时。。心也跟着走了。。

。。来到一个旷阔无人的大海里。。抱着沉重的希望，一天天地能够活下去的我。任凭没有支助，也希望不会有绊脚石的存在。一天天地经过。。海水也深了很多，绊脚石的问题更多了。解决的办法少了，希望之火一天天。。就在快要消灭的时候，我感觉到她的存在。。

是她把我从沉淀的希望给抬高的。。是她把我从疲累的时候为我打气的，是她在我梦幻中叫醒我的，我要为了她而坚持。。

再次感谢她。。我的妈妈。。

自由题（1）

每天似乎都是春天，我好像每天都充满着希望地来到这个地方。当我看见那个水中有我的影子出现的时刻。。感觉到我一天天地长大了。。

直到今日。。遇见了一张白张的人物出现在我眼前时，我很想绘画在那张白纸上。。就好像有一个很好的开始。。任凭我的技巧不好。。但思想上却是十全十美的一张纸。。就像那人物一样。

不过。。时间考验着我。那一张纸已经消失了。。那一份感情已经逐渐远离我了。。我该如何是好呢？唯有看着办吧。

也许，会有下一个的出现。。不过，还是时间的问题。。是早？是慢？不晓得是最好的答案。。

走吧。。走吧。。去到另一个天空。。可能，会有另外一个奇迹的出现^^.

友谊=Friendship 4ever..

友谊是雨季里的小伞，撑起了一片晴天；

友谊是寒夜里的一盏灯，燃烧着热情的火焰；
友谊是一阵温馨的风，抚慰了受伤的心灵；
友谊是一块洁白的手帕，拭干你腮边的泪痕……

两只蚂蚁相遇，只是彼此碰了一下触须就向相反方向爬去。
爬了很久之后突然都感到遗憾，在这样广大的时空中，
体型如此微小的同类不期而遇，“可是我们竟没有彼此拥抱”。
就这样离开了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

友谊是开心果，当朋友高兴时，它给予他祝福；
友谊是消气丸，当朋友伤心痛苦时，他给予他的是及时的安慰；
友谊是清醒剂，当朋友将要误入歧途时，它会使他迷途知返……

星空

幽寂的夜空

迷幻之梦璀璨星河 那是凝望的目光

夜空的守望者

穿过了千亿年光年 伫立在夜空中 怅惘

做一个回忆的梦 许一个期望的未来

守护是我前世的诺言对我来说曾经是如此重要

当我坠落之时

我心中的爱是否会依旧如此执着闪亮

当妳抬头仰望时夜空中那最璀璨的不再是星星

而是我深邃的双眸